Dreams- my Introduction

[David Coons]

 My name is David Coons I am a proud father of two boys and up until 8 months ago I thought I was happily married. So starts my journey. I woke up in the morning and got ready for work before I left I plugged my wife's phone into the charger for her and a message popped up, it was from a man I had never met and knew nothing about his name is Curtis Carnet and the message read "Pinch, tickle, squeeze, gnite. :-* " this was the beginning of the end after that morning things got real bad I was angry, scared, crying disbelief, denial, sometimes all in one day. I haven't been eating well and I am just trying to hold it together for my boys. So I have been doing alot of praying and soul searching, I have been seeing a therapist who has turned me on to some Theta tone therapy and Brain sync therapy. It seems to be helping. I have read Kalil Gibran "The Prophet" and have been reading some things from Edgar Cayce which also seems to be helping, which brings about the reason for the next series of blog posts I will write, Dreams. I have decided to log my dreams to see if I can find some insight to my path or the journey I am on. I am no expert on dreams or their interpretation nor am I even a novice but I have an Edgar Cayce dream dictionary and as I write the dreams down after I first wake up the feelings I had and the situations seem to be fresh in my mind and the more I do it the more I remember. If anyone wishes to give me any ideas or advice I would gladly accept it. Thank you for reading. I will add the first few Dreams below since they are short. Bev is/was my wife.

8-15-12

I was walking down a sidewalk when I was passing by a fenced in yard, there was a dead man laying next to the house. ( I believe that death signifies the end of something. it is associated with change or transition or a feeling of being overwhelmed. all apply in my situation).

8-24-12

I was standing in front of the same house from 8-15-12 with a man in a suit. my initial thought upon waking was that he was an insurance salesman. ???

8-25-12

I was in a house that Bev and I had lived in when the boys were born, we have not lived there for 12 years. There was a path of pillows with notes on them I do not recall what the notes said I believe they were directions. I was being led by Bev. after this Bev and I were talking to a little girl and her mother, later Bev and I were driving down the road and we saw the little girl pulling out of a parking lot driving a car and I looked at Bev and said like mother like daughter. Next there was a group of people sleeping in a shelter the building was on a corner inside the beds were close together in rows. Two homeless men were playing music I don't recall what they were playing and dont really remember hearing any music but one of the men had a really big smile but I remember thinking something was wrong with his mouth so I took a closer look and noticed that he was wearing braces and I thought to myself how did he get braces? I woke up to a song going through my head, I believe it is by the mamas and the papas but I'm not sure I haven't heard this for a very long time so here is what kept going through my head as I woke up; I stepped into a church and began to pray, Got down on my knees and I began to pray, I can see for miles on a winters day. 

Ok thats it for this post but tomorrow I will post the next few days. 

Thank you for reading, David

[David Coons]

It is a guitar, I actually just started to learn before all this started to happen so I put much time in to it lately but I am starting back now, I also have a drum set in the garage that I love to play, music is such a release I love it. Being able to play like Satriani would surely be awesome.

[MORIAH]

Sharing your dreams, both sleeping and waking, is a tremendous help to ALL of us, like natural symbiosis, so DO carry on, dude! Is that a guitar I see in ur pic? Lucky u, to play....what a blessing for relief...seriously, what better medium COULD there b to express urself (it is #1 on my bucket list to learn to shred like Alvin Lee or Joe Satriani)~the greatest masterpieces were borne of pain and heartache, David, so DO IT while the feelings are running so deep. I'll b checking for more of your adventurous dreams but till then, wail up some tunage and surprise yourself with ur own genius!

Cocooning u and urs in His White Light!

[David Coons]

Thank you Moriah, You have said what I really needed to hear, your words of wisdom and encouragement have made my day. I will post the next few dreams tonight, I have found that it makes me feel a lot better to be able to share my story and dreams.
Thank you, David

[MORIAH]

David, thank u so for sharing ur life with us.....Cayce is about as good as it gets; he is a timeless prophet and Gibran is right up there, too (I refer to The Prophet often), so u have surrounded yourself with good counsel, my friend! Dreams often speak in a very direct manner, albeit via symbolism. I agree that the dead man WAS what u were feeling and that u decided to get back on your feet again(like commanding yourself to get up and get your sh*t together for your sons-dressed in suit!). When u love so deeply that u become One with ur lover and then u r separated, one does FEEL like a living corpse, but u have only to look through the eyes of your boys to RECOVER that love u and Bev created~a divine energy that can never b destroyed! In all life's many trials the one wisdom I have learned is that REJECTION is always PROTECTION (of course, this took me over 50 yrs. of retrospection to learn and a bleeding heart all the while). So, focus on your sons and the love from whence they became, completely dispell the egoic hurt feelings of betrayal (dead man) and continue to "suit up" in courage and paternal love....u NOW have MORE love to give them and they are oh sooo worthy of ALL of u, David, they will always have only ONE dad, so give them ALL U'VE GOT and let Sky Father take care of the rest...u can b assured by the very laws of earthly physics that LIKE POLES ATTRACT and what u wear each day(suit of courage and love) will be attracted TO U when the time is right and not a nano-second before then....so, love ur sons with ur ENTIRE being, smother them with affection and interest in their doings everyday, consume yourself with loving them because NO ONE will ever be able to give them that BUT you! With all that love between the three of u, there should b little,if any, room for hurtful feelings of betrayal (that negativity does not belong to U so don't OWN it, release it from whence IT came!). Suit up, Dude, with a perpetual outpouring of love to the two children created by your love and it will b returned to u a hundredfold...this, I KNOW! Till then, know that I will cocoon u DAILY in the White Light of Pure, Unconditional Love, too, and continue to share with us your dreams, whether sleeping or waking ones?

Wholeheartedly,

Moriah with bearhugs coming at ya!

P.S. Don't WASTE energy trying to figure out WHY.....because that will b shown u when the time is right also...and it will just exhaust u to a state of 'analysis paralysis' and then u'll be good to no one(dead man again). Just BE LOVE 24/7 to ur sons and saturate yourselves in it, ok? This is the ONLY therapy for now that is guaranteed success!