My name is David Coons I am a proud father of two boys and up until 8 months ago I thought I was happily married. So starts my journey. I woke up in the morning and got ready for work before I left I plugged my wife's phone into the charger for her and a message popped up, it was from a man I had never met and knew nothing about his name is Curtis Carnet and the message read "Pinch, tickle, squeeze, gnite. :-* " this was the beginning of the end after that morning things got real bad I was angry, scared, crying disbelief, denial, sometimes all in one day. I haven't been eating well and I am just trying to hold it together for my boys. So I have been doing alot of praying and soul searching, I have been seeing a therapist who has turned me on to some Theta tone therapy and Brain sync therapy. It seems to be helping. I have read Kalil Gibran "The Prophet" and have been reading some things from Edgar Cayce which also seems to be helping, which brings about the reason for the next series of blog posts I will write, Dreams. I have decided to log my dreams to see if I can find some insight to my path or the journey I am on. I am no expert on dreams or their interpretation nor am I even a novice but I have an Edgar Cayce dream dictionary and as I write the dreams down after I first wake up the feelings I had and the situations seem to be fresh in my mind and the more I do it the more I remember. If anyone wishes to give me any ideas or advice I would gladly accept it. Thank you for reading. I will add the first few Dreams below since they are short. Bev is/was my wife.
I was walking down a sidewalk when I was passing by a fenced in yard, there was a dead man laying next to the house. ( I believe that death signifies the end of something. it is associated with change or transition or a feeling of being overwhelmed. all apply in my situation).
I was standing in front of the same house from 8-15-12 with a man in a suit. my initial thought upon waking was that he was an insurance salesman. ???
I was in a house that Bev and I had lived in when the boys were born, we have not lived there for 12 years. There was a path of pillows with notes on them I do not recall what the notes said I believe they were directions. I was being led by Bev. after this Bev and I were talking to a little girl and her mother, later Bev and I were driving down the road and we saw the little girl pulling out of a parking lot driving a car and I looked at Bev and said like mother like daughter. Next there was a group of people sleeping in a shelter the building was on a corner inside the beds were close together in rows. Two homeless men were playing music I don't recall what they were playing and dont really remember hearing any music but one of the men had a really big smile but I remember thinking something was wrong with his mouth so I took a closer look and noticed that he was wearing braces and I thought to myself how did he get braces? I woke up to a song going through my head, I believe it is by the mamas and the papas but I'm not sure I haven't heard this for a very long time so here is what kept going through my head as I woke up; I stepped into a church and began to pray, Got down on my knees and I began to pray, I can see for miles on a winters day.
Ok thats it for this post but tomorrow I will post the next few days.
Thank you for reading, David